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something

2007-10-11T07:11:00.001-07:00

something

2007-07-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

总是拖着托着，今天终于有机会写部落格了。照片所显示的那天是QH 的生日。临时做的生日礼物还真对不住她。那天我们用手机不知拍了多少照片，至今画面仍在我脑海里频频出现。我们似乎好久好久没有像那天一样了吧。从6个人的我们至今剩下4个了吧。以后的风景有将会是如何呢？过了许久，风景不变，相信人的感情便了吧。有一天，我们4个在街上碰到，是否还会认得呢？沉闷的校园生活开始令我乏味，不知每天上学的推动力在哪，似乎因为上学而上学吧。今天看完了放羊的星星大结局，还记得结尾时，以MV收场，回忆放羊的星星的一点一滴。想想看，人生不就如一场戏吗？戏里写着，越想忘记却越挂念着。看得到的只不过是表面光彩，唯有看不到的才是最真实。期待着樱野3加1 ，恶女阿楚，终极一家，公主小妹，恶作剧之吻2，野蛮奶奶2 的推出。

my bday

2007-06-28T06:37:00.000-07:00

Although my b day has gone over like one week, but I still like to thanks people who contribute to these birthday surprise and present.

Love you guys...

..

2007-06-21T08:15:00.000-07:00

时间真过得真快，转眼间，一个月的暑假就要过了。这暑假说长不长，说短不短的，每天还算过得充实。就快回学校了，不知是喜是悲。

近来，不知为什么，心理总觉得怪怪的，不知是不是有什么事情即将发生，好像给我暗示似的，总之希望不是件坏事就谢天谢地了。

面对生日的来临，我是即期待又兴奋。希望这周都过得好好的。

2007 年里，我希望能考取好成绩不负父母所望，第二，我真的好希望能跟一群好友去台湾旅游！！！

feelings

2007-06-07T07:12:00.000-07:00

好久没有上部落格了。

是没有东西写呢？还是没心情写呢？我想是后者罢。

最近，读了一本书《一公什的眼泪》木藤亚也的日记。凡是看过这电视剧的人一定都被感动得哭了吧。说是人生如戏，戏如人生，但电视情节总是与现实生活有所差距。

就如戏里一般，亚也14岁便身染绝症-脊髓小脑萎缩症， 25岁画上了人生的休止符。
患病期间，她的坚持，她的努力让我深深地感动，她的人生轨迹更值得我去学习。

日记里记载着她的17岁真言。
[将手放在胸口，感觉到扑通扑通的声音。心脏还在跳动，好开心，我还活着。]
我不明白为什么有些人不把生命放在眼里，而有些人却因为要拥有生命而怒力活着，是否要遗憾了才来珍惜呢?

亚也一直不肯放弃，她拼命得活着，为了自己而活，为了爱而活，他什么也不畏惧，只是害怕有一天医生会对她心灰意冷，放弃治疗她。

医者父母心。或许你会认为既然这么痛苦，为什么何不结束她的生命。这样一来不是更好吗？
但他们坚信奇迹会发生的一天。

病入膏肓的她，有一天问这医生：医生，我可以结婚吗？
医生顿时哑口无言，其实想也知道这是不可能的事，但大家却不认告诉事实。

[活下去，在蓝色天空尽情的呼吸，薄荷糖般的微风，悄悄抚摸我的脸颊，你清澈的双目，映出雪白的云朵，那是一场美丽的梦境。勇于面向蓝天，想象自己凌空飞行，浅蓝色的羽衣，将我轻轻包围，不去思考自己的容貌多么丑陋，只要坚信天生我才必有用]

取于亚也日记。

K BOX

2007-05-11T20:06:00.000-07:00

YEH!!!! MYE is over....Quite worried for my exams, dont want to look through the answers, cause afraid that the more i compare, the more i wrong...Haizzz, i afraid i wont able to join the taiwan trip this year.Yesterday go k box with SALZA!!! Si jie, me, petrina, zhi heng and alicia.. the same old people. This is the most wonderful k-ing i ever had. Everytime we go there, we always rush our songs, sing until halfway then eject. Yesterday, we sing all the way, no much of new songs. AH.. There is one female singer who sings ver nice and compose songs on her own..She very talented..call TING ZHU. We even gossip alot... haha zhiheng also so ba gua..The most funniest was when we finish footing our bill, zh supposed to take the receipt but he go and take the whole " file" and thought need to sign... When he finally knoe he was just only need to take the receipt, we and the waiter already laughing..

Some photos..

mye

2007-05-04T02:43:00.000-07:00

Mid year went passed one week liao... finish only some of my paper and going to have a busy week next week cause all other exams cramped next week.. Haixx... kind of emo after taking my poa paper, i thought that i did very badly, simple question also got wrong... my 38 mrks fly.... Dont know how to face ms petrina cheong....

Gonna blog after MYE...

Tuiion...

2007-04-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

Same as other wed, we wnt to school at 8.10. Arg.. I found out my poa is going downscale, don't know why.. Maybe..... haha. Must really work hard sia, haven even study for my mid year. Good luck to me liao.. Ah, today is tc birthday.

Happy Birthday Brother... Hope you like yr PRESENT. Zh spent lots of effort worz..

After school, went to pizzahut before going to Mr wee house for tution. I really love going to Mr Wee house and begin to love Maths more and more. I felt that I began to laugh more often nowadys, I bet this is because of Jiayin. I influence by her liao, she so funny. At Mr wee house, she keep on sneeze and sneeze until so loud that everyone look at her.Haha... When Mr wee ask who wants breakfast for this sat tuition, we all point a Jiayin.. Haha.. The thing she cannot live without it.......................FOOD!!! Hee..Hee or maybe Sha....

Photos taken when we on mrt going home..

jiyeon's face so cute..

Me & yinzz

UNHAPPY....

2007-04-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

不爽！
不公平！

Note: 以下话题并不针对任何事物与人，只是我个人的发泄，话题中所提到的事物或人请不要介意。

I was definitely not in a very good mood since I heard guzheng got gold for SYF. I still could not believe my ears when I heard that. How could they got gold so easily when we spent so much time and effort as them and only got a bronze.This stupid christopher still emphasize on how much effort they put in and they deserves it, this makes me more angrier and more sad, nearly "beng kui". Does it means that we choir get bronze because WE deserves it. We put in the same effort, the same hardwork. Do you think that WE have a easy time just singing around. Compared to those who play instrument, we use our voices to pronounce the note, our voice is the instrument. You think it is easy? No.. We always afraid that we would go off key, sing wrong lyrics or even afraid that we won't be able to present ourselves nicely. We are expected to get gold but it end up other group get gold. Ha ha ha... Many groups have been unhappy of our choir, hearing upon that we did not get gold, they are the most happy of all. How could I don't know that our members have been very proud. But think in another way, we proud as we know we have the ability. Losing to schools who is no better than us makes me feel angry and unjustified. Political stuffs in school can be as scary as political stuffs at work.You may say that diiferent judges so diiferent expectation so you can't compare but who will not compare with others. Is it the judges which matters or the medal it matters? We have 7 diiferent international judges while guzheng has only 3 asian judges with only not nore than 30 schools participating.(that's what i heard) So,do they really deserves gold? Do we really deserves bronze?All these are questionable.. You never know what wiill happen. I begin to get worried for the future of choir. I really hopes the choir would not fall. I never thought I would has so many mood chages for choir until the Syf, from the first audition to the second to the third then the training and then the presentatation. I think i would never forget in my whole life.

Apologies to guzheng, I felt happy for you guys too so dont be offended to wat i say previously.
Apologies to christopher, I scolded you in my blog but i just dont like your kind of attitude.
Apologies to ying hui, sorry for raising up my voice and scold you, I did not mean it. I just dont have the mood to play with you.
Apologies to friends around me, sorry that I have very frequent mood changes nowadys, bear with me.

Thank you to jia yin for always comforting me when I am sad and listen to my nagging.
Thank you to friends around me for tolerating my mood changes.
Thank you sijie for your chocolate, it really helps alot. Haha.
Thank you Tc, heard from Jy you tried to stop christ from making me worse.
also lots thx to choir for let me have a sense of belonging, cia pan, kuek jing...
I will be fine soon.....

Crystal b'dae

2007-04-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

Crystal.. Happy belated birthday on my blog... Haha, so sad we didn't give you a surprise... Sorry for forgeting your birthday these two years. We hope that we would make up to you not only this year but also next year and everyyear. Hope you like our "cake", hope you also don't mind we lost yr present.. haha.

Happy 15th birthday... Ermm.. cakes look a bit weird but quite delicious. Gla make one.. Look like mouth???

Half gone... not bad hor. outer icing, inside all chocolate cake.. no cream.. haha. Anyway, everyone eaten.. not poisonous, is edible.. haha..

All our rubbish at Crystal's house. Got me, alicia pan. juinli, lewis , yanyi and christopher tang. haha know two more people.. After cake, we have pizza then play scrabble untill sianz.. haha